I haven't remembered a dream for so long. This morning I dreamt a
vivid one.
My father drove me home from a place we had been further north in the country. We had a stop where he laid down in the grass and took my body on top of his, back down. He touched me all over. I was surprised because he never used to toutch me. Even my breasts. I first thought it wasn't on purpose, but he did it more, and definetely on purpose. I asked if he missed his wife. He wanted us to take our clothes off, especially my bra. A black bra came off and we laid down on the grass beside each other with our backs down. I rose up and found that bits of wood (about 5 * 3 cm) had penetrated the skin on my back. My fathers back was also full of them. I wondered if this was an attack of some kind of disease. We hurried removing the bits and turn back to the car.
Our next stop was at a cafe' so we could pee. My dad went first while I stood in the cafe' waiting. I waited a long time, and when he came out I had to wait for other men to finish. After a while I went in to see, but the toilet was still occupied. My father said I could actually pee where men stand to pee. "You got to be kidding", I thought, because there ayone coming in could see me. I decided to leave. We used some time to find all our belongings before we could. Our clothes were at different places. I even found my brah was still not on my body.
We took a new stop where his wife lived together with several other women. He on the other hand was heading to his house in the same town as me. In the kitchen I told some of them that my dad had caressed my breasts. His wife came in when I said it and looked disturbed. I immediately thought I shouldn't have said anything and recognized that I once again had talked freely without thinking about the consequenses. I thought I could hit myself in the head.
Anyway, I think we stopped just to pick up something. When I was going back to the car the women followed me. I don't know where my daddy went. Perhaps he was in the car waiting. I wanted to express my energy and jumped around and made a terrible split in the air. One of the women understood my intensions and expressed that she wasn't at all impressed. She and the others began jumping around too. It was fun. On our right side there was a field. The sun was shining and a man and a woman was out there in a good mood.
My father drove me home from a place we had been further north in the country. We had a stop where he laid down in the grass and took my body on top of his, back down. He touched me all over. I was surprised because he never used to toutch me. Even my breasts. I first thought it wasn't on purpose, but he did it more, and definetely on purpose. I asked if he missed his wife. He wanted us to take our clothes off, especially my bra. A black bra came off and we laid down on the grass beside each other with our backs down. I rose up and found that bits of wood (about 5 * 3 cm) had penetrated the skin on my back. My fathers back was also full of them. I wondered if this was an attack of some kind of disease. We hurried removing the bits and turn back to the car.
Our next stop was at a cafe' so we could pee. My dad went first while I stood in the cafe' waiting. I waited a long time, and when he came out I had to wait for other men to finish. After a while I went in to see, but the toilet was still occupied. My father said I could actually pee where men stand to pee. "You got to be kidding", I thought, because there ayone coming in could see me. I decided to leave. We used some time to find all our belongings before we could. Our clothes were at different places. I even found my brah was still not on my body.
We took a new stop where his wife lived together with several other women. He on the other hand was heading to his house in the same town as me. In the kitchen I told some of them that my dad had caressed my breasts. His wife came in when I said it and looked disturbed. I immediately thought I shouldn't have said anything and recognized that I once again had talked freely without thinking about the consequenses. I thought I could hit myself in the head.
Anyway, I think we stopped just to pick up something. When I was going back to the car the women followed me. I don't know where my daddy went. Perhaps he was in the car waiting. I wanted to express my energy and jumped around and made a terrible split in the air. One of the women understood my intensions and expressed that she wasn't at all impressed. She and the others began jumping around too. It was fun. On our right side there was a field. The sun was shining and a man and a woman was out there in a good mood.
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