A letter about a dream

Hi. I just read a quote you wrote years ago and found it so interesting that what you wrote was what I dreamt so vividly about last night. This is what you wrote: Think of yourself as an earthquake zone under reconstruction. The site has to be secured (so no activity is done on it for a while), it is cordoned off (no trespassing allowed), and there are trucks and trailers and loads of sand and concrete going in and out at all hours while kazillions of workers rebuild.

In my dream my friend and I trespassed a big construction site where it was mud everywhere. Suddenly we heard big machines coming. They sounded so huge I was scared the machines was monster robots from outer space and that we we were in great danger. To find shelter was a problem as there was no buildings there yet. We stood on a big muddy area and felt vulnerable. We saw a tunnell many meters away to our right and ran into that. We could here a machine coming on the other side of the tunnell. The machine was just an ordinary tractor with the cutest, calmest and friendliest guy (long dark hair) we could meet, and the other machine was a normal sized excavator.

More happened in the dream I didn't write about in the letter:

I became friends with this guy. I also got to know his woman. Soon she died. I went out with a couple of friends I don't know in real life and that knew the cute guy, the evening she died. They were excited when they said they were going to a concert the next evening. I asked if it was jazz, but they said no and named a band I hadn't heard of. One of them found a song and played it to me. It was heavy metal and I was sure I wouldn't attend. When the girls went to the concert I stood and watched in the background a couple of minutes, before I went, because we lived in a small community where nothing happened, one of them had said, so this was huge. So I thought almost everybody was there.

I took a walk in the forest home. My home was a yellow wooden  house where others lived as well. I had moved in quiet recently. I passed it because I was close to the cute guys house and i thought I'd say hello if he was home. He was. He didn't invite me in, though. We just talked by the door. Me mostly. I thought I'd give him time. His woman had just died so he probably was too down to be welcoming me.

A dream 3 days after I jumped into project full recovery.

I haven't remembered a dream for so long. This morning I dreamt a vivid one.

My father drove me home from a place we had been further north in the country. We had a stop where he laid down in the grass and took my body on top of his, back down. He touched me all over. I was surprised because he never used to toutch me. Even my breasts. I first thought it wasn't on purpose, but he did it more, and definetely on purpose. I asked if he missed his wife. He wanted us to take our clothes off, especially my bra. A black bra came off and we laid down on the grass beside each other with our backs down. I rose up and found that bits of wood (about 5 * 3 cm) had penetrated the skin on my back. My fathers back was also full of them. I wondered if this was an attack of some kind of disease. We hurried removing the bits and turn back to the car.

Our next stop was at a cafe' so we could pee. My dad went first while I stood in the cafe' waiting. I waited a long time, and when he came out I had to wait for other men to finish. After a while I went in to see, but the toilet was still occupied. My father said I could actually pee where men stand to pee. "You got to be kidding", I thought, because there ayone coming in could see me. I decided to leave. We used some time to find all our belongings before we could. Our clothes were at different places. I even found my brah was still not on my body.

We took a new stop where his wife lived together with several other women. He on the other hand was heading to his house in the same town as me. In the kitchen I told some of them that my dad had caressed my breasts. His wife came in when I said it and looked disturbed. I  immediately thought I shouldn't have said anything and recognized that I once again had talked freely without thinking about the consequenses. I thought I could hit myself in the head.

Anyway, I think we stopped just to pick up something. When I was going back to the car the women followed me. I don't know where my daddy went. Perhaps he was in the car waiting. I wanted to express my energy and jumped around and made a terrible split in the air. One of the women understood my intensions and expressed that she wasn't at all impressed. She and the others began jumping around too. It was fun. On our right side there was a field. The sun was shining and a man and a woman was out there in a good mood.

A dream the night after I stopped the weight gain project.

First scene:
Someone was after me. I don't remember who or what it was. Only that it was dark and in a degree of evil. I was looking for a house with a friend of mine. When I found the house I was looking for I got a bit surprised by the state it was in. I thought it was in a better condition than it was. I wanted to live in it anyway and tried to convince my friend that it was a good idea by talking about the positive parts of it. It was very small, very hard to get into and with no windows. It was a house noone lived in because it was too damaged.

Next scene: I was sitting on an icebear in a park in the time of spring. I could see the busy streets because I was not far from the entrance. Suddenly i saw a circus manager walking proudly with a black dress hat on in front of the rest of the circus members that was walking one by one in a line behind the little round man. They walked pass the park. Suddenly I saw they come into the park by the nearest entrance. I thought they must have changed their minds and turned around. Not far back in line it was an elephant coming, and a giraffe. I got a bit worried thinking the ice bear would be excited to see the animals, but to my surprise it did not move an inch. I stepped down from it and took a close look at it, and found it was a statue!