It is the whole of me that is restricted. I hold my self back on every level of life! Eating is just one of many areas. Everything I do is restricted. And I am always more or less restricting myself. I never talk as much as I want to. I don't move freely. I don't express my emotions freely. Wow, this recovery will be about setting myself free at every aspect of life. I will have to accept who I am and show it. I am not going to hold my self back any more. I am going to fill the space God has made for me, physically, etherically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. I will not hold back my sexuality and sillyness. I will not hold back my opinions, feelings and thoughts. I will be as unwomanly and be as crazy as I find funny. I am no longer going to narrow my self into a form of perfection! I don't want to be scared about other peoples reactions. I want to have fun!
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