I have been thinking about non-ED people who
can't seem to grasp why we need more food than normal amounts. I think
some may be horrified to see we are out of control. It scares them and
reminds them of how powerless we all really are. The fear hinder them
from thinking anything new. They get tunnell vision. The body is acting
like an animal. Scary to watch when it's a new experience. I was scared
when I experienced EH when I had never heard about it or anything
recovery related when I was 19. I thought I acted like crazy, but I just
had to join the ride. There was no other option. I have experienced
this kind of powerlessness many times after that when I was overwhelmed
by strong emotions. I tried to hold them back, but then I just got
anxiety. Power, pure power, is beyond our control. That is the forces of
nature and the spiritual realm.
Of course it is other reasons why people can't grasp why we need so much. They just haven't heard about it before and if they don't believe you it may be because they don't trust that you know what you are talking about. I mean, young and all. I don't give up trying to convince somebody. I'm stubborn and explain things untill they believe me. I'm pretty intense so they can't escape:)
Of course it is other reasons why people can't grasp why we need so much. They just haven't heard about it before and if they don't believe you it may be because they don't trust that you know what you are talking about. I mean, young and all. I don't give up trying to convince somebody. I'm stubborn and explain things untill they believe me. I'm pretty intense so they can't escape:)
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