Power

I used to hate medium to big breasts and was glad I had very small when I restricted, but now I have what I guess is waterbreasts, and I actually like them. I try to focus on the positive body changes, not just the weird changes that is going on, like water on my thighs and hips and a pregnant looking belly. I bet my mum comments that one tomorrow, and stare at my butt as usual to check my weight. Hate that. It doesn't just last a couple of seconds either, unfortunately. She is near sighted so she needs some extra time:)

Mentally I'm going new places I really like! I am getting proud for eating what I want and how much I want. In society we learn to feel ashamed by eating. You know "guilt free" products, eat like a bird, be modest etc. To control our bodies are a common thing. To not trust our bodies likewise. Everythig natural are dangerous, powerful and therefore are controlled and surpressed. Like the female, the unconciousness. Emotions. The raw truth. Women have so much more inner power than men. If we only would stop destructing ourselves to please men that wants us to do it ourselves so they don't have to run away in fear of our power or suppress us themselves.

Why do women feel guilty after eating? How is that a sin? We didn't take food from our child while we watched it suffer or anything. Eating is not a moral action.

Why do we eat healthy food instead of food we crave? Why do we exercise instead of moving the way we like? We don't trust our bodies, we don't trust what is natural, we think we must tame the animal, but it goes so far it is no longer respected. Are people afraid of losing their mind and be just an animal? If so why do so many people get drunk and actually become just like that?

Movies like The wolf and the Hulk shows us what we fear.