Disgust

I have been wondering lately: if one feel disgusted by something and then look in the mirror at our naked body one can think the body is disgusting even though that wasn't the source to begin with. I did that the first time my body image went crazy. I was disgusted by a man (pig) who had just showed me that he had masturbated just to show me right before I went to the bathroom and saw my body in the mirror. I then thought I looked like a pig and was disgusting. The next day I even turned vegetarian and still don't eat pork (pig). My restrictive eating has been a sexual issue too. I have restricted the sexual feelings because there are pigs that can not control their desire, and at the exact same time as this happened I had a hard time controlling it myself. Starving starves the sexual energy and every desire as well. So if you feel a negative feeling don't look in the mirror.