7. juni 2016

2 weeks and 2 days in.

Hi! So i have been eating recovery amounts about 2 weeks now and I have probably gained the normal amount. I started Monday the 23 of May. Overall amounts that week was 2064 cal. Week 22 was: 2810 cal. overall. The overall of these two weeks is about minimum. I always eat above minimum, or I will never finish. I eat 3000-3500 a day.

Today i had to pick up a package with food (nut flours, chocolate and erytrithol), soy milk at the health store and get more sausages and stuff. Right after I baked a pizza bun I use as bread and chocolate cookies. TheN the head ache hit me again. Typical. I think it is funny that I can dO so little before the headache force me to bed, when I compare myself with normal people. After this little walk my feet and legs hurt as if I had walked all day.

I am doing great. No anxiety. Daily I have to remind myself I can eat above minimum. I am used to have a limit to keep myself under, not over. I am bloated. That came when I hit minimum. Constipated. I have been addicted to senna. Don't know what to do.

I have sendt so many messages on ebay that I am not allowed to send any more before tomorrow. I am looking for dresses and long shirts to wear as I grow bigger. I have already bought tights. When I am weight restored I will buy clothes for real.

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