19. juni 2016

Extreme hunger, extreme eating time?

Think I am at the edge of or actually having EH. I ate 5411 calories today. I told my mum and her eyes became big and her mouth became open and round.  When I want more food even though I have eaten a lot I have to remind myself :no, there is no thing as too much any longer, just eat. It sure is a relief and quiet fun. I feel like I am doing something bold and on the edge. I actually find body fat cool now. Fat bodies are sweet and cool. I am so bored of the very similar skeleton frames models have. There is nothing cooler than a big, fat ass. My ass is no longer flat and none existent. I'm improving. In anorexia there is no humour, everything is sooo serious. To be skinny is very important and a serious matter, ha ha. Fat or not is of no importance at all! At all! There are bits of dark chocolate everywhere, melting here ad there.

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