Think I am at the edge of or actually having EH. I ate 5411 calories
today. I told my mum and her eyes became big and her mouth became open
and round. When I want more food even though I have eaten a lot I have
to remind myself :no, there is no thing as too much any longer, just
eat. It sure is a relief and quiet fun. I feel like I am doing something
bold and on the edge. I actually find body fat cool now. Fat bodies are
sweet and cool. I am so bored of the very similar skeleton frames
models have. There is nothing cooler than a big, fat ass. My ass is no
longer flat and none existent. I'm improving. In anorexia there is no
humour, everything is sooo serious. To be skinny is very important and a
serious matter, ha ha. Fat or not is of no importance at all! At all! There are bits of dark chocolate everywhere, melting here ad there.
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