To all of you hating yourself.

I think the reason why you hate yourself is that you are not used to be appreciated. BUT THAT IS NOT BECAUSE THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU! It is the lack of love in human hearts. If someone look at, or rather in you, with the look of love they can see the beauty in your longing for beauty, wisdom, honesty, love, truth and justice. If the people around you had these deeds and treated you with these deeds, you would blossom. Love is connecting to the good in you so that will show. It will connect to the true you, the beauty and the love in you so that will show. And when you see that this is expressed from yourself you will be happy and appreciate yourself. 

It was never you. It was the lack of love in your surroundings. Love meets love, hate meets hate. You felt others hate, not love, and started hating yourself. You felt the hate, others unsatisfaction because they did not receive love either. Blaming, blaming, blaming someone, themselves or others, for the lack of love, the lack of perfection in the world. But the war against the symptoms of this lack of love, truth and so on will not bring what we all need from any heart. The imperfections will not disappear because of the hate. But love can bring forth what is good and what can make the imperfections disappear.

You deserved love and deserve love just because you are born as a loving creature. The materialism has sucked the love up so dwelling in that environment will make you hard, cold and unhappy. The masculine world is in power. It can look like that.  But there is another world in the world to be in. The feminine world. Think about the tiny little baby that are extremely vulnerable and need you to be utterly gentle and taking care of its needs. This pure love you will feel. That baby is you. That mother is also you. You are love and you are vulnerable and you deserve all the love there is.

Love is the like the sun, it shines on everyone just as much, no matter what they do, think and look like. The loving creature can not help it, it must love. That is just how it is. But you became afraid and shut your heart. Got shocked by the cruelty in the world, done by people who had closed their hearts because they also was shocked by the cruelty in the world. But we all want to be free to love. To shine like an etherical sun. Be mother for the whole earth. Having it all inside our hearts. 

You are love. Don't push that away with your anger. The anger is just a reaction to cruelty. Don't look at the cruelty. Look for the light in people's eyes, their happiness, the freedom, the will to do good to others, the longing for truth. Look for the good in the world that comes from beyond this hard surface.

Because this love exsist. The truth exsist. Justice exsist, And it is our job to find it and show it so everyone do the same and become happy. Love just want you to be happy! God is love. You are love. I love you. I know you are good and a beautiful beeing. You just have not expressed it yet. Long for love, have faith it will show and be brave enough to feel vulnerable so you attract what you long for. Find love and you will be able to express it too. And then you don't hate yourself anymore. See the light. It is in the birds eye, the flower. Everywhere. Take it in so you can feel it inside of you too. Don't shut yourself out from it. You deserve it just as much as every other creatures.

When I looked for love i also saw the opposite a lot. The ability to recognize the opposite is caused by the fact that you know love,  that you have it inside. To learn what is love and what is not (and an expression of the lost hope for love) is important so you can choose right. You see what is, you don't judge (because then you are into the negativity and anger and hate again) and you choose the best. The best for everybody.