success: I strictly follow my self made eating plan.
struggles: to reduce exercise and sleep enough.
Last time I tried to recover I almost only slept (best healing) and ate. I gained very quickly then, but healed quickly as well, I think. I'm scared of gaining, but far from as scared as last time, but I'm more tired of not having energy than scared, so I will win the battle. Love is stronger than fear. Love is on my side. God is on my side. God is not destructive. God wants me to unite with people, not isolate and leave my self out.
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