Jeg er nysgjerrig på L-tyrosin som skal virke på samme måte som Welbutrin (øke lysten til å gjøre ting + beroligende mot angst), men som trolig er sunnere. Jeg leser om det for tiden, om erfaringer med det. Ikke så mye å finne om det som med wellbutrin, men håper jeg finner nok. Jeg har heller ikke funnet ut om det er lov å kjøpe fra Iherb. På iherb er det mange omtaler av det. Jeg lurer også på hvilken dose jeg bør ta. Det taes alt fra 300 mg til 1500 mg. De fleste pillene er på 500 mg. Det er ikke spesielt dyrt, og i pulverform er det billig på Proteinfabrikken. Jeg kommer med oppdateringer hvis jeg finner ut mer. Her er en artikkel på norsk: http://anncathrina.com/2014/07/15/spis-vekk-stress-angst-og-olmage/
17. apr. 2015
16. apr. 2015
Energy!!!
I love having my energy back again. I'm only taking half a pill and the energy kicks in after 2 hours. Yesterday i tried a whole one (150 mg) and got sleepy and tired instead. So to find the right dose is super important. I hope this stimulant doesn't make me tired long term. I can't find anything on the internet about that. It is given to people who have very little energy. It is also given to people with anxiety, addiction to food, cigarettes or what ever, and depression. The great thing is that it is super stimulating, but also makes me relax and be me, not stiff and super aware of my behaviour.The energy level rises physically, sexually, mentally and emotionally. This gives a feeling of freedom that take all anxiety away.
14. apr. 2015
Å glemme å fokusere på kroppen og utseendet.
Jeg tror det er lett å glemme "seg selv" og kroppen sin når man blir sett og satt pris på for den man er bak skallet kroppen. Om man ikke er vant til å bli det av sine omgivelser er det så og si umulig å gjøre det alene. Man må finne et annet miljø å bli vant til det i. Etterpå kan det hende en klarer å påvirke sine omgivelser ved å være den som begynner å fokusere på noe mindre overfladisk.http://psykologisk.no/2015/01/hva-foler-du-om-kroppen-din/?utm_content=buffer1a78b&utm_medium=social&utm_source=facebook.com&utm_campaign=buffer
13. apr. 2015
Wellbutrin
I have an appointment at my doctor tomorrow morning. I am so excited to see if I can get Wellbutrin. I love that medicine. I tried one pill the other day and I was both stimulated and relaxed so I could stay with my friend for 8 hours!! That is very unusual to be me. I understood just how tense I use to be and that the tension is what drains me of energy so that I want to be alone. If I don't get the pills I will ask another doctor. They make me happier ans more social. I love life more on them. I WANT!
If you think you will ask for them too I want you to know small doses is the best. Don't take 300-350 mg. Wellbutrin experiences:http://www.drugs.com/comments/bupropion/wellbutrin-for-depression.html?page=2
When you stop using it you will not get any bad effect. You can use it 6 month f.ex.
Why am I thinking I may not get them? Because there is a warning about giving them to those with ED, but then you must say to the doctor that in the test 6% of those in treatment for bulimia fainted, none with anorexia, and those fainting took a high dose of 450 mg. at once and probably had too little potassium in their blood and could have fainted without the medicine too. Only 0.6% fainted at 350mg, but you just ask for 150 mg Wellbutrin retard.
Different names: http://asp.cumc.columbia.edu/psych/asktheexperts/ask_the_experts_inquiry.asp?SI=517
What people have experienced (from here: http://www.drugs.com/comments/bupropion/wellbutrin-for-depression.html?page=3:
Negative side effects: constipation, insomnia (take the pill earlier), sensitive to caffein, a little tremor and nightmares the first week, less appetite in the beginning.
Vivid (positive) dreams, bladder incontinence disappeared, lost weight, less aggressive, less aggressive, detached from food when addicted, better mood, want to do things again, more clear-headed, energetic, optimistic, more interest in sex (increased sex-drive, less apetite, wake up faster in the morning, more energy for work-out, from just sleeping and doing nothing to actually doing things, better consentration, more creativity, clearer head, easier to make decisions, reduced sugar-craving a lot and easier to quit smoking.
If you think you will ask for them too I want you to know small doses is the best. Don't take 300-350 mg. Wellbutrin experiences:http://www.drugs.com/comments/bupropion/wellbutrin-for-depression.html?page=2
When you stop using it you will not get any bad effect. You can use it 6 month f.ex.
Why am I thinking I may not get them? Because there is a warning about giving them to those with ED, but then you must say to the doctor that in the test 6% of those in treatment for bulimia fainted, none with anorexia, and those fainting took a high dose of 450 mg. at once and probably had too little potassium in their blood and could have fainted without the medicine too. Only 0.6% fainted at 350mg, but you just ask for 150 mg Wellbutrin retard.
Different names: http://asp.cumc.columbia.edu/psych/asktheexperts/ask_the_experts_inquiry.asp?SI=517
What people have experienced (from here: http://www.drugs.com/comments/bupropion/wellbutrin-for-depression.html?page=3:
Negative side effects: constipation, insomnia (take the pill earlier), sensitive to caffein, a little tremor and nightmares the first week, less appetite in the beginning.
Vivid (positive) dreams, bladder incontinence disappeared, lost weight, less aggressive, less aggressive, detached from food when addicted, better mood, want to do things again, more clear-headed, energetic, optimistic, more interest in sex (increased sex-drive, less apetite, wake up faster in the morning, more energy for work-out, from just sleeping and doing nothing to actually doing things, better consentration, more creativity, clearer head, easier to make decisions, reduced sugar-craving a lot and easier to quit smoking.
Why?
Why are scary thin people force fed and the scary obese not forced to diet? The very obese people are at the risk of death too. Are we more valuable than them? NOT
To all of you hating yourself.
I think the reason why you hate yourself is that you are not used to be appreciated. BUT THAT IS NOT BECAUSE THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU! It is the lack of love in human hearts. If someone look at, or rather in you, with the look of love they can see the beauty in your longing for beauty, wisdom, honesty, love, truth and justice. If the people around you had these deeds and treated you with these deeds, you would blossom. Love is connecting to the good in you so that will show. It will connect to the true you, the beauty and the love in you so that will show. And when you see that this is expressed from yourself you will be happy and appreciate yourself.
It was never you. It was the lack of love in your surroundings. Love meets love, hate meets hate. You felt others hate, not love, and started hating yourself. You felt the hate, others unsatisfaction because they did not receive love either. Blaming, blaming, blaming someone, themselves or others, for the lack of love, the lack of perfection in the world. But the war against the symptoms of this lack of love, truth and so on will not bring what we all need from any heart. The imperfections will not disappear because of the hate. But love can bring forth what is good and what can make the imperfections disappear.
You deserved love and deserve love just because you are born as a loving creature. The materialism has sucked the love up so dwelling in that environment will make you hard, cold and unhappy. The masculine world is in power. It can look like that. But there is another world in the world to be in. The feminine world. Think about the tiny little baby that are extremely vulnerable and need you to be utterly gentle and taking care of its needs. This pure love you will feel. That baby is you. That mother is also you. You are love and you are vulnerable and you deserve all the love there is.
Love is the like the sun, it shines on everyone just as much, no matter what they do, think and look like. The loving creature can not help it, it must love. That is just how it is. But you became afraid and shut your heart. Got shocked by the cruelty in the world, done by people who had closed their hearts because they also was shocked by the cruelty in the world. But we all want to be free to love. To shine like an etherical sun. Be mother for the whole earth. Having it all inside our hearts.
You are love. Don't push that away with your anger. The anger is just a reaction to cruelty. Don't look at the cruelty. Look for the light in people's eyes, their happiness, the freedom, the will to do good to others, the longing for truth. Look for the good in the world that comes from beyond this hard surface.
Because this love exsist. The truth exsist. Justice exsist, And it is our job to find it and show it so everyone do the same and become happy. Love just want you to be happy! God is love. You are love. I love you. I know you are good and a beautiful beeing. You just have not expressed it yet. Long for love, have faith it will show and be brave enough to feel vulnerable so you attract what you long for. Find love and you will be able to express it too. And then you don't hate yourself anymore. See the light. It is in the birds eye, the flower. Everywhere. Take it in so you can feel it inside of you too. Don't shut yourself out from it. You deserve it just as much as every other creatures.
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