People with an ED do not accept reality.
It is just too hard not to be loved by anybody.
They feel rejected, powerless and disappointed.
They take a look down on themselves,
spot something they can change and feel some power again.
Now the disappointment is placed on the body instead.
They make a plan to change how they look,
hoping others might find them adorable enough
to give them enough attention to be able to see
enough of them to finally love them.
As their appearance change
they do get attention from some,
but it never passes the surface.
How dreary when the plan doesn't work out,
but then they try harder, lose more weight
and try to make themselves more interesting
under the surface as well.
If they only accepted the reality
by understanding some people do not have insight enough
to see others passed the surface.
A loving person can see you and love you just like that.
You don't have to do anything to make that happen.
Never give up finding someone who can love
and in the meantime find the love inside.