What I enjoy most now that I have recovered is sex. It feels so much better. When I no longer starved my libido I was confronted with some immature behavior I had starved to keep still. I had to integrate it to make it less dominant/out of control, and now I feel there is nothing I am ashamed of and have to hide/starve. I also enjoy doing physical activities and have the energy to do it. As well as having a good mood and a lot of humor I had forgot I had. And creativity!!! I thought I would not find anything to fill my life with when i gave up anorexia. After half a year I started doing yoga, strength training, taking bahai-courses and take photos. The energy I got when i was better gave support to try out things I thought could be fun, so I did not have a good reason to worry about an empty life after anorexia, really.
10. feb. 2018
Life after anorexia
What I enjoy most now that I have recovered is sex. It feels so much better. When I no longer starved my libido I was confronted with some immature behavior I had starved to keep still. I had to integrate it to make it less dominant/out of control, and now I feel there is nothing I am ashamed of and have to hide/starve. I also enjoy doing physical activities and have the energy to do it. As well as having a good mood and a lot of humor I had forgot I had. And creativity!!! I thought I would not find anything to fill my life with when i gave up anorexia. After half a year I started doing yoga, strength training, taking bahai-courses and take photos. The energy I got when i was better gave support to try out things I thought could be fun, so I did not have a good reason to worry about an empty life after anorexia, really.
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